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Worker Appreciation Day!
bitched @ 4:32 p.m. on 2003-10-22 I�m so extremely tired! Kill me sleep monster! You know, if I was ever to be one of those doped up 7 dwarfs I�d be sleepy. No joke man. And in that movie �Mi Vida Loca�? Those two chulo punks don�t got shit on me! I can out sleep the dead baby! Nah, but seriously, why am I ALWAYS so tired? I know this time its from lack of sleep on my part but still what about all the times before that? Like when I didn�t have Fifi? I read all night I know that but it�s not the same, I was just always tired as I am now. It doesn�t matter how much sleep I get I�m always fucking tired. Oh but at night when its time to go to bed? I�m up like a caffeine freak on crack! And I don�t even nap during the day! Gah! Last night I got to talk to Luke, he�s pretty cool. The best part was just the fact that he�s hot as hell and I got to chat with him. How sad am I? Erin was ecstatic during their convo and she flipped when I told her he said she was cute. Haha! It was sooo cute! I was like Erin, he called you cute!!! And she was all, WHAT!? Hahaha! Good times, good times. We called last night our �sleepover� cuz she wanted to stay up to talk to Luke and asked me too stay up with her so I did and then I pretended like it was a sleepover! I was like, we�re waiting for the cute pizza guy! Luke being the pizza guy of course, I make no sense to you but I make perfectly good sense to me and Erin! *CB!* Yea, but he�s way hot and he�s pretty cool to talk to. I worked my ass off on Lindz�s diary & guestbook layouts and as much as I can say I like it I also feel SO amateur! Seriously, how the hell do people make cool ass layouts? I try but I fail. Lynn made this kick ass layout, why can�t I have skills like her? For that matter let me express my fantasy world� In my fantasy world I would have Lindsay�s and Lynn�s lifes smashed together into one and that would be MY life! Sounds good ta me!!! So until the day Harry Potter whips up a batch of Fantasy Potion #9 I�m shit outta luck. Damn. Today was really cool cuz we had a company picnic at the park across the street and as usual I was gonna be anti-social but Valerie (my new lead) was the one who told me about it since I have no computer until the last hour of the day when I use Cathy�s. I was on the phone with Marci at the time but I stopped to listen to Val and then I was like, �I�ll go down with you.� And she got all happy, see I thought she had been here for longer than me but apparently she�s new and she doesn�t know anyone really. She�s Ruben & Frank�s secretary, she�s like ummmm� In her late 30�s early 40�s? She�s real nice though, I like her even though she doesn�t know much about the way things go. So ANYWAYS I walk down with her expecting to be standing there quiet and lonesome �I tried to start conversation with Valerie but she likes to keep to herself I noticed. But when I went out there I saw SO MANY people! And guess what??? I knew almost ALL of them! Oh gosh it felt like high school or something because after we got our food we were gonna go back to our desks but on the way I saw Charlene and Rene and they were all, �ELENA!!!� and they hugged me and said how much they missed me and Charlene was all, �I miss you! You�re MINE! MINE! MINE!� I of course laughed my ass off at that, they really miss me down there and it makes me happy!!! I love to be loved by you! Just you and nobody else but you! Isn�t it great how I can just break out into song? Anyways, after I ran into Cheryl and Tony and I saw Christina and waved but this lady behind her (who I don�t remember ever talking to but she DID look familiar) waved at me all happily thinking I was saying hello to her. HAHA! After THAT I helped Valerie carry her stuff up to the office then my ass went back down to the park and found Tony and his mom �my mom�s best friend �Cheryl. We sat at a table and I was chatting with them and two other workers, Michael & Hmmmagunna� Oh shit I forgot who the hell she was, I�m such a horrible person. I can remember a face but I can never put a damn name to it. We�ll call her paycheck lady #2 cuz she usually gives me my paychecks when Sauski�s not in. ANYWAYS! WE got to talking and I told them how I feel like the other woman and I told them how she calls me �That Girl� ouch! Harsh much?! I think so but everyone�s got my back nigga! I�m down foe my state niggarachi�s and they down foe me! I need to learn how to throw up a state-worker-gang sign or something. HAHAHA! Yea and then we get to talking and me being the big ass chatter mouth that I am start crackin jokes and making people laugh and imitating the way pappy treats me. I was a hit. So when the talent show starts �YES, you heard me correctly� we all head on over to the basketball courts where all the hot guys play and may I say that today the guys were EXTRA fine! Oh.My.God. There was this one guy� *breaks out into a sweat* Holy moly controlly! He was FIIIIINE! Gah! I kept turning to Tony and saying, �Man he�s HOT! I wish you were a girl so were could talk about his hotness!� OHHHH and I saw the fine guy who works here too today GAH! He looked sooo good. Tony was all, �He got a lady.� And I say, �Uh uh! She don�t come pick him up anymore.� And Tony�s all, �For real?� And I go, �You take her I�ll take him.� And right then Tony had said the exact same thing! HAHA! It was great. Man, I wish I had enough guts to go up to super-hot-guy and say, �Hey baby, what do you say we� Go somewhere private?� He might just slap me though� Hmm� Anyways, yet again with the anyways. We go watch and instead of watching the people I watch the basketball players right behind them! Man! But this damn tall guy was blacking my vision of the hot guys with NO SHIRTS ON! Can I be your water girl?! Here! Have a free soda! Compliments of the Dept. of Mental Health! You know what? I like my job now. Awww Okay well, I�m watching the hotties and then sometimes I look at the show and it was cute, but then I saw Rene and Charlene and I went to join them and I pulled Tony along with me. Sometimes I worry that he might feel like I like him sometimes cuz of the way I treat him, like when he was eating I kept scolding him about chewing with his mouth shut and I kept smacking him and I kept bothering him about going to San Francisco for Halloween cuz I NEVER do anything for Halloween. Oh and I kept showing away the fly�s that would land on his back. But I would do the same exact things to my brother so I don�t see the difference plus I always act like that but then paycheck lady #2 says, �So what are you guys?� and she like made a gesture like we were �together� and I was like NO! Then Cheryl explained. Okay but back to the show, I go to join Charlene and Rene and talk and Charlene sticks her wallet in my pocket cuz she said she didn�t want to hold it. She trusts me a lot I noticed, it makes me feel happy. Then I see Lynette and I run over to hug her �cuz I was always closest to Lynette even though were didn�t talk about as much personal stuff as I did with Charlene and Rene. Anyways then we all watch this little hula dance the people running the show came up with and someone was dressed as Elvis, oh god I laughed so hard cuz he was SO into the show! It was fun being with my three girls again, I talked to other people from the old unit but my girls are the most important. I miss them. When I was going to go back upstairs �oh yea and Charlene won 3rd place in the costume contest, she was my fair lady or something like that, you know I have a horrible memory. I have a almost PERFECT photographic memory but ask me what your name is and I�m like uhh� Yea so I say bye to my gals and Charlene kissed my cheek, it made me feel like hella good cuz I felt like she was almost someone in my family ya know? I�m such a loyalist because I would die for the people I care about and Charlene, Rene, and Lynette are on that list of people. I�d do anything for the people I love and hopefully they would do the same �though I would NEVER ask it of them. I�ve been writing like a mad woman I better stop. Haha! Cuz my carpultunnel is kicking in big time and I�m like in serious pain so ta ta! You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |