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Hard ASS Decisions
bitched @ 4:49 p.m. on 2003-10-23 Okay let me write this up rite quick up in herrre. So anyways, here I am again in my new department. It�s all goodies, I�m actually liking it here. But I still miss my gurls, I guess that little pang will never go away but I hella like Cathy and she�s hella coolies with me here. She�s not like all the other uptight bum-suckers around these parts. So today was boring, nothing much actually happen, only good thing I can say is that it went by hella fast. So here�s what I�ve decided since I left Cindy�s office for my appt. I�m gonna go to Sac State. BLAH! UC Davis has always been my DREAM school since I could always remember though� I actually think I should reconsider Davis because I�m destined to go there. Not only have I ALWAYS wanted to go there since I was like 8 years old I�m also in the Hispanic outreach program for it and when I was in Junior High/High School I was in that Davis special class. I dunno I guess I�ll look into it more. I mean it WOULD really feel good as hell to get a acceptance letter to the one college I�ve always dreamed of. No joke man, no joke at all. During my regularly scheduled council visit with Cindy I wanted to knock her head off. She�s a real bitch sometimes, she pushes me way too much and she�s sarcastic as hell. I�ll say something and be hella proud of it and she�ll right out and mutter, �even tho� or but�� and I�m like damn woman, give me some fuckin credit here! So the fuck what if I�m having trouble making my ass go to college? Excuse the fuck out of me for wanting to WORK and make money rather than sit on my ass �oh wait, I do that� Hmm� Well at least I get paid for this one, school is very good, I�m not saying it�s not. All I�m saying is that I�m not really into it as much as she wants me to be. I waited 12 fucking years to get out of that hell hole and then you wanna shove me back in?! Fuck that! I WILL go to college but damn, one step at a gosh damn time here ya know? I am NOT one of those people who can work 5 jobs and have a full school schedule. WHOOP-DE-FUCKIN-DO for those who CAN do it. Well slap my mama! I can�t! What are you gonna do? Arrest me for wanting to make money? Yes I KNOW school leads to better jobs, well kiss my ass I�m taking the shortcut. This book I�m reading by Christopher Pike, �The Blind Mirror� is HELLA GOOD!!! Man I recommend it to anyone and everyone. Go read it niggas! Ni lie, bye, bye, bye. You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl p.s. Holy my jesus I forgot to tell you about my co-worker who I keep havinf daydreams about! It's like a Max moment in "Crazy"!!! More later! Byez! << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |