Emotionless
bitched @ 11:22 p.m. on 2003-01-15
Woke up today and just KNEW I wasn't going to work. I expected to go in late. But nnnnnnope! I was sore everywhere!!! And I swear my chest-eh-sis felt like they were ten pounds each. Needless to say I felt like shit. So I call in work and tell them I'm coming in late. Well then I started to feel like puking so I didn't go. I hate myself, seriously. I do. No, I don't. Yea, I do, okay I dunno. Geez! Leave me alone!
I love GC right now, I mean I'm totally into Joel and Benji Madden. Not only are they fine as hell, but they sing, play the guitar... So my predicament:
??? Well? You gonna help me out? The GC one would juts be Benji and Joel, and the city life one would have images from LA and Las vegas and some from New York, I'm kinda leaning towards the City-Life one but I want to know your input.
Listening to number 13 "Emotionless" On the second Good Charlotte CD. Anyways, this song is how I feel about MY dad. Its very touching. I might just have to share you some of the lyrics. "Emotionless"
"Emotionless"
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart
are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're all right?
but we're all right
we're all right
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
the days I spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
I was so angry
those scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there's things I'll take, to my grave
but I'm okay
I'm okay
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
yeah, I'm still alive
sometimes
I forgive
yeah and this time
I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you
it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart
you broke your children for life
it's not ok,
but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that were still alive
and sometimes
I forgive
and this time
I'll admit, that I miss you, miss you
hey dad
Lyrics thanx to: Plyrics
Yea, well thats my dad story. But I'll admit heres there SOMETIMES. Like one out of a 100. He really hurts me, not phsycially but emotionally. I'm a pretty fucked up kid. My mom's not so great but she sure as hell is there for me when I need her. As much as I hate her, I love her. I also still miss my damn cat, chica! *cries* I miss you my little puddingsnaps! Seriously, I really miss the shit out of this cat. You don't even know. Got into a little quarrel with Jess today. It majorly sucked ass man. I hate confrontations but I hope since everything was layed out on the table that things will be better now. I have to go right now Cuz I just took two tablespoons of NyQuil and I'm about to pass out. Night! ~JBehrsGurl -StRiPPeD
P.sPalm Tree For my Tia! (ti-ti) Damn thing wont post so I gotta give you teh url... NIGHT!
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