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Quite a Day
bitched @ 1:55 a.m. on 2003-01-15 I'm here but I'm not, I look but I can't see, I sleep but I'm awake. Get me? Maybe you don't but eh, who gives a flyin rats ass huh? HAHAHA! I feel really weird. Like, I can feel a piece of me coming back to life yet the old me is scared of that. I feel energized yet held down with strings and such. How can I be me with this heavy weight on my shoulders? The worst part is that I have no clue what it is that's freaking hanging on my shoulders. Today was eventful, I guess. I woke up and the damn clock said 8:45 I nearly shit myself. I'm supposed to start work at 8. Soooo needless to say I called in and said I wouldn't make in the office today. So, I konk back out. Marci calls and my grandpa starts bangin on the wall and I wake up and he says "ELENA THERESA!!!! Phone!" I know its Marci cuz I mean, DUH who the hell else would it be? I'm not allowed to give my house phone out to anyone but her. Plus my cell phone was off so it couldn't have been anyone important. (Not that my dear Marsha is not important) Yea so she says she needs to go to SCC and pay for her classes. I say so do I, so I ask her to tag along only we end up taking her car cuz I was suppossed to pick her up at 2 but my lazy ass fell back asleep and didn't wake back yp until like 2:30. (Yes I'm aware that I sleep a lot, its a childhood problem I've always had) Blah blah blah I jump in the shower and get ready and we leave. Up in the SCC crib I notice that this semester things are gonna be better cuz I got morning classes and I KNOW all da hotties have day time classes. As apossed to night classes which I had last semester. We take care of that and I spend fuckin hella skrilla today on my classes, parking and Books. And I'm not even done yet. I still have more damn books to buy and let me tell you, even the used books are expensive. I'm not made of money and I sure as hell ain't got no tree up in my yard to pick some dough from. So... I might have to go running to mommy. Cuz my dad is not an option -he's a piece of shit, and my pappy, well he got all those medical bills to pay and plus he in and out the hospital so much it's enough to make your head spin. Here it is, almost 3 in the morining and I'm still up, I have work tomorrow too. So anyways we go to Mc Dicks (hehe *meagz*) and order some food, then we go allll the way back to my house but Marci takes a side trip to get her car washed since she got chosen to put her car in her school's yearbook. I always wanted to get a spot in the yearbook when I went to Kennedy, sadly all I got were Hey that's me in the background! Man, what happen? When I was in 7-8th grade EVERY fuckin page was me. Then freshman year was home school then sophmore year was HS and I was in the book, then Junior year I wasn't (I don't think, I can't remember anyways) and then my senior year I only got three pictures and it was Senior group shots. BLAH! wow how "special". Puh-lease don't make me bust a gut laughing. So anyways... After that we go home and my mom comes over and we all be our stupid selfs and then like 2 hours later me and Marci go to Ulta. BIG mistake, I LOVE that damn store. Ulta is like the Beauty supply HEADQUARTERS. And since I recently decided to glam myself up now, (ie. wear makeup in public) I was in heaven. But all i got was a hair straighter for like 30$. I also passed Marci a dime cuz she was 10 bucks short. I'm always doing that, man that chick needs to get a J.O.B. and quit saying, "My daddy puts money in my account." Ummm.. C-Gurl? Deary, uhhh Marsha... If he puts so much money in your account than why do you always need me to spot you? I heart you gurl but shyt. I ain't made of the benji's. I wish I was BENJI'S gurl but I'm not sooo... I mean I don't mind spotting her cash every now and then but the thing is that she EXPECTS me to always spot her and then she takes WEEKS to pay me back. Its quite literally annoying as hell. So after that we go home and I bum around the house watching TV and being bored. I watched "Training Day" today, I forgot how good that movie was. BoOm! You know how you see a good movie and then after a long while you see it again and its just as good if not better than teh first time? Yea, well tahtw as me today. LOL. I'm I'm tired peeps peace out, word, one, adios mi amigos, buenos noches... G'night! ~JBehrsGurl -StRiPPed p.s. I miss my chica soooo much!!! *wipes tears*
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I so totally forgot to add that I joined like seven new cliques today >>
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