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bitched @ 12:37 a.m. on 2003-01-17 Today's entry folks will be short. Cuz uhh... I'm tired and I have to wake up early. Okay, well here is what I made earlier: I dunno why I made it, I think I made it for this one girl who writes amazing roswell fics (Sugarplum17) Anyways here's the poll yet again cuz only two people voted and I at least need a tie breaker: Thank youa nd good night! lol Okay I hope the Groupie art shows cuz its kinda acting up and quite frankly thats pissing me off. My granpa just like, freaked me out cuz he said he had a dream his brother told him to get ready to go... Oh how cute right? NOT! His brother recently passed away. I don't want my pappy to go. I can't lose him ya know? I'll really be up a shit creek without a paddle if I don't have him in my life. He's like... what I live for, to impress, to make proud... If he's gone than what the fuck am I doing? If I ever lose him I swear I won't know what to do with my life. It's pretty messed up that living here has made me more independant yet dependant on him. I depend on him to keep me in shape. well he kinda just lets me do whatever the hell I want but at the same time just him being there is enough to get me out of bed and ready for work. I gotta go, otherwise I'll ramble on and on and I literally do NOT have time to do that. I have to wake up in 5 hours and get ready for work then I gotta take my pappy places. So G'night my peeps! *hugs xoxo* You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl -StRiPPeD
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