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A Rant, A Crush, and Some Quotes...
bitched @ 6:15 a.m. on 01-25-04 I�m so flippin mad right now because I had an update and my damn piece of shit computer froze and I lost it. I really want to scream right now because I�m tired, crabby and mad at people. I�m so mad in fact that I�m going to say FUCK YOU to censorship. If you don�t fucking like it here than don�t come! Shit man. Get over it. Yea I�m not that mad now because I went to go do something and now I�m back and I ain�t feeling the red man anymore. I will however rant about the fact that some people here at diaryland censor themselves because they�re scared of what other people will think or say or do. I say: fuck that shit. Do, say, think whatever the hell you want. People don�t like what we got to say than click the x box over there in the corner of the screen. I feel bad cuz some people had to change their names and get a new diary, just like I almost did. I know four people who have been affected by not censoring themselves. FOUR PEOPLE! Damn it may not seem like a lot but it is. Fuck off man, if you don�t like what you see or what you hear than go away. Ain�t nobody gonna make you come here. The same goes to me. I really need to be nicer to people and stop acting like I�m the only one on the planet allowed to say whatever I want. I mean I know I�m not but sometimes I catch myself acting like I do. Well damn the damn cuz I really don�t want to be a hypocrite like the sperm donor. I�m so tired I have no clue what the hell I�m talking about. I really don�t want to be a bitch. But I just don�t see the point in dwelling on something so shitty. Get a life man. Also, I�ve fiiiiiiiiiiinally realized I�m not fat. I mean, I know I�m a little chunky but last Thursday I finally realized I need to shut the fuck up. I do need to eat healthier and exercise more. Other than that I guess I�m okay. I�m not fully cured overnight about my insecurities but I�m well on my way. So yeay to that. I saw SWAT tonight and I�m jocking the hell out of Colin Farrell and wishing I could have my own version right here at my beck and call. I had fun at my moms tonight watching the movie and eating ice cream. And to think, I almost went out with Ruben and seen what was cracking. I�m actually glad I didn�t go. Tony called earlier to see what�s up, it was weird because I was all, �What do you want?� and he said, �Damn girl cant a homie just call to say what�s up?� I was like, �Oh. Well you don�t call unless you want something. So what do you want?� Than I interrupted him and told him I needed his math book because the college store was out of our required textbook. So now I gotta go pick it up from his house tomorrow. I�m making my mom take me though because I don�t know where he lives, well actually I do but I don�t feel like driving there. Haha! I have no clue what the future will be like, I used to have a vague idea or a clear one but now I don�t. I don�t like surprises in life, tv/movie/book �yes, life �no! I�m so damn random right now I don�t even make sense to my own damn self. So I leave you with this dear diary. Random Joel & Benji Madden Quotes: (Singing Seasons) "Walking all along the...grass, ya told me...ah y'all I forgot the words..." -Joel Madden. "When we do fight it's not about things we think we'd fight about like, music. It's about like, I'll wear Joel socks and he'd be like, *Benji imitating Joel* Dude�dude� I told you not to wear my socks, dude� You know I like my socks� Benj!�Dude�Oh are those my boxers too?�Dude ohhh� Ohh do you have to go there�Dude� Dude! Then we're like in the studio in this really important part of the song and I'll be like 'what do you think we should do?' I don't care� are those my boxers? Dude!" -Benji Madden "I don't want to see anyone leaving single tonight. I want everyone to leave impregnated." -Joel Madden "I sell out every day, I say "Give me 5 bucks, and I'll give you a kiss." -Benji Madden girl: whoa! your standing right there! Joel: yeah! I�m a real person too I have skin and I shit too but shhh dont tell anyone. You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl P.S. Oh yea, and i got my 2nd layout reviewed. Its wayyy better than b4 but no one seems to like Rachel. Poor Summer :( xtooprettyx reviews << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |