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My Fucked Up LIfe
bitched @ 11:15 p.m. on 2003-10-27 God can give you a hand, but its up to you to grab it and pull yourself up... I think that was the most liberating thing I�ve ever said to someone in my whole life. It�s really hard to see someone so pathetic, so down in the dumps, so hopeless and walk away. You can�t, and if you can than may god bless you because it appears you have no soul, no heart, not a kind bone in your whole body. I was full of motivational quotes that I made myself tonight. I was a frickin guidance councilor, how odd too because I was watching Buffy earlier today and she was all pulling the guidance thing too. Blah. Today was� Depressing. I found out that all this time I�ve been working hard to ignore my father, to try and cut him from my life has been a very bad idea. Because my dad is not responsible enough to live without me to be there to tell him right from wrong. Today was already disappointing enough when I opened my email to see some weird ass letter from some lady at my dad�s work saying well let me paste it: Hello, I know that you don't know me. I am concerned about Jesus. I work at JcPenney's and he is a friend of mine. Well I have been trying to get a hold of him and there is no response. Could you please email me and let me know how he is doing. I went by his apartment, but he won't answer his door. If you don't want to email me than I do understand. He has my phone number and still no word from him. I know when he left here he was upset but that was three weeks ago. If you like you can call me. I am just a worried friend of his nothing else. 359-1201 I got your email address from his computer here at work. He doesn't know. Thank you so very much. I wont bother you anymore. Thanks again. Needless to day I almost had a heart attack and flew down there to see if he was still alive. It�s late I�ll have to finish this tomorrow. Peace. You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |