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Our Contaminated, Infected, Polluted Behavior
bitched @ 3:38 a.m. on 2003-10-02 It�s a fucked up world we live in you know. It�s seriously messed up. There�s no way around it either. It just is what it is. Yesterday my cousin John�s really close cousin on his dad�s side was shot and killed nearby his school. The reason? He was defending the honor of one of his friends who was a girl. It�s sad. I guess my cousin John is pretty shook up too. Well, I would be too if I found out my best friend/cousin was shot in the head point blank. The fact that the boy was only 15 years old makes me sick to my stomach. We should be ashamed. Yes. WE. All of us. Even you, yes YOU. Whoever you are that�s reading this. I know you have nothing to do with what happen, but I don�t know. I just feel like we are all to blame for letting the world become so ugly. So violent and polluted. It�s not right. It�s not right that just the day AFTER this unfortunate incident a kid walks into class with a shot gun and threatens his teacher. It�s not right that the principal of that school risked his life to disarm that boy, it wasn�t right that he himself was shot in the process. It isn�t right that he�s lying in a hospital bed in critical condition tonight. Nothing about what we have become is right. I just hate to not be able to do something. I know they say join an organization, help clean up the world! But shit man, I�m ONE person. And don�t try and feed me that �You�re only as small as you feel,� bullshit or whatever. Because I fucking know better. I help make a difference everyday, I help keep shit in order at work and at home. I know I�m not perfect and I do not deserve to sit here and judge those who need not be judged by ME of all people. But it�s what I�m doing. I�m sitting here now at 3:32 in the fucking morning ranting about this shit. I�m tired, I�m med-deprived and I have to wake up hella early tomorrow so I�m gonna have to fill you in on the MTV Real World audition tape thing and the fucking recall election ordeal and the Terminator coming to out capitol and causing ME to come home in traffic. Fuck a dime, I hate politicians. I mostly hate republicans and the only democrat on that damn ballot isn�t even fucking worthy enough. That Busta-a-la-caca dude is working my nerves down to the core with his funny business shit. Damn, I�m in a foul mood. I gotta break out soon. So I�ll through in a link: Gossip Girl Tree and then I�ll warn you that not all the links work just yet. Then I�ll tell you what it is� Peace out. You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |