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Act A FOO!
bitched @ 3:15 p.m. on 2003-09-29 Okay, a REALLY REALLY quick update. So quick that I bet there will be a gazillion mistake up in this. But anyways. I started a new OC fic today but so far I think it sucks so I might start over. Today is so bring, its going by so slooooooow! I wish I had a magic fairy who could make it 5 o�clock already. *POOF!* I wanna go home now fairy! But I don�t have one unfortunately so oh well. So anyways Desiree came over this weekend, we didn�t do much but I guess it was fun. Marci of course pissed me off by acting like I have no life because I don�t do E or drink until I�m acting a fool. Excuse me for wanting to live life without narcotics. My mother is a recovering alcoholic and my father is a alcoholic and my grandfather is a recovered alcoholic my tia is a alcoholic and my grandmother DIED of alcoholism. Excuse the fuck out of me for not wanting to go down that same road. I almost died of alcohol poisoning and that scared me straight. I don�t like drugs because my uncle is in prison for things he did while he was on drugs, my father used to do drugs and look at him now, my cousins do drugs and well.. I won�t go there. Plus I don�t know what kind of effect I would get from drugs because of my medication that I take everyday. You�re not even supposed to drink while you are on it so just think of the effects if you do drugs. I swear, NO BODY likes Marci, well, none of the people I know. Marci is a funny person but she�s horrible. I can�t deny it anymore. I wish that things could be different but she�s selfish and she�s spoiled and she fucking gets on my nerves. I have to stop dealing and move on like everyone tells me to. But I dropped all my friends because they didn�t like her. So now what? I�m stuck alone. Gee! That�s so fun! I love hanging out with my cousins but I want to be able to hang out with someone my OWN age ya know? Someone who can go to clubs with me or to Reno with me. I have no clue what to do s of now and I sound soooo sad. Hahha! I sound like such a loser! Blah! Bad me. I smoked weed on Saturday. At the time it was gooood and I don�t regret it either because me, Desiree & Nina were fucking high a mutha fucka but still. It�s wrong. But I can�t help it. I mean is it okay to do it every once in a while when you�re at home with your friends or cousins? You�re not out gallivanting around the streets acting like a retard. You�re at home, acting like a retard. Behind closed doors! I�m gonna go for now cuz I gotta get back to work and shyt. Buh bye. Peace out to ya motha! One. You Know You Love me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |