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Fighter
bitched @ 4:38 p.m. on 2003-05-21 I feel bad cuz my last entry hurt someone close to me and now that everything is worked out I just feel that I should further apologize. Man amd I hella ready to go home. We got our computers all upgraded today at work, yeay! No more explorer 2.0! I got 6 now! hahaha! Windows 2000 rocks. I need that for my piece of shit back home. I wonder if I could like burn a copy somehow... Hmmm... Man I'm hella ready to konk out I want to go hooome! I gotta wait for my mom to come at 5 when I'm free from this child labor! Well I'm not legally a child but mentally I am so its the same thing! This morning I had to drive the car into the shop and hitch a ride from Lydia, my grandfather and she are so damn annoying. They hella act like the world is the same way it was in the damn 60's! And correct me if I'm wrong but if your grandchil or child is suspended from school for fighting... Isn't that NOT something you brag about? You hear a mother smile and say her boy got great grades. You do NOT hear her say, my boy beat the shit outta this pinche miatte this morning! I had to go pick him up, he's suspended for a week! ...No, no you do not hear that. So why does Lydia like to talk about her fighting days and how her kids beat other kids asses and how her grandson is the same way? And does she or does she not understand that I hate Genesis? I HATE HER! She gets on my damn nerves! Girls who act like their only friend is her boyfriend and his family is fucking beyond inconcievable! I'm mexican, my mom and dad are mexican. I'm full blooded but I can't speak spanish fluently. Is there something wrong here? Why yes there is! man my mother grew up around violence and alcohol and she picked up the alcoholic gene. I picked up the hotheaded fighter gene. I guess one is better than both. I just have come to realize that violence in fact is NOT the answer. I learn that a while ago after anger managment stuff. So yea, I'm okay now. Not cured but I'm okay, I won't go flip mode and beat your ass like I would have back then. Whats the pont of this entry? I wanna go hoooome! *runs away* You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |