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Don't Drink The Water
bitched @ 2:20 p.m. on 2003-08-25 I�m pissed. Way beyond normal pissed. I feel like people are out to just piss me off today. Lets start with my mother� She E-mails me saying something about how one of my cousins is having family problems and all this personal stuff and then she goes, �How was last night?� (I stayed my first night at Cheryl�s house, the housesitting ordeal.) I mean, c�mon. How the hell can you go from something so serious to a lame ass question like that? It�s like saying, �Oh, your house burnt down. So what did you eat this morning?� That�s annoying situation number one. Number two is my cousin Desiree, I love her to death but my god that girl is getting around these days. It�s only a matter of time before she�s fucking around the block. I swear that the day that happens I�m kicking her little HOE-nita ass! She�s all bent outta shape over some dude liking her but she just kissed this one guy and before that another guy �who has a girlfriend- was climbing through her window so they could make out in her bed! Am I the only one who see�s a disaster waiting to happen? Even I draw the limit at three guys. But there�s more, I know for a fact that she has more going on than she�s telling me. And she wont listen to a damn thing I have to say �yet she keeps begging for my help? Psh. And finally we having annoying situation number three� This is a big one folks, are you ready? Last night I read Jessica�s latest diary entry. It�s completely her business yet when I read the entry it filled me with venom. She misses Josh way the fuck more than when I left SC, she made him a mixed CD and shit when he left. I bet she hella cried too. But when I left it was all, ohhh� bye. Cuz the very next day Amanda was coming down so she had that to think about. You know what bother�s me the most? Josh is like an hour or two away from her when I�m all the way across the US. How the hell can she be so sad about that shit? All she has to do is go visit him. Plus he�s KRESTON�S boyfriend for god�s sake. Shouldn�t he be the one all depressed? And of course since I stated my feelings it pisses her off and since I�m here at work I don�t think now is an appropriate time to discuss that matter. But since I don�t wanna talk about it now, I�m a baby and I need to grow up. All my life people have told me to grow up, and all my life I ignore them. I know I�m immature, but you know what? Oh the fuck well! My desk is a mess as of now, how sad! I hate when I look a mess, even though usually I don�t care. All of the sudden I care. I care what people think and I care how I look. Call me shallow, call me superficial, just don�t call me a mess. Sometimes I just wanna scream, I wanna stand on top of a high chair and scream my lungs out. I want to feel free and able to do whatever the hell I want. It feels good to feel free ya know? And as much as I want to say that I�m deprived of freedom� I can�t. We live in America people. The land of the free �and stupid. Granted we have our share of shit, but at least I�m allowed to walk the streets and wear what I want. I can say what I want �to an extent. Free speech yet if I say Bush is a pussy at Arco Arena, I might get in trouble. Shaaaaa-wing! Alright. I leave you with these last words: Don�t do drugs� Oh, and read Becca�s song lyrics! She fuckin rocks my jocks with her words man. She�s oOber talented, I�d kill for a tenth of that! Go here: Don�t Drink The water it�s her site. Have fun� I never believed in religion, it made me feel like something that I�m not I hate the prospect of letting something I can�t see, control any aspect of me I don�t really see the point of living in a world, where people find justification in blowing up People�s homes, because of their beliefs It�ll take some time, before you can see, it�s trivialized in our media parade And I can�t let you, just fall into line It�ll take some time, before you can see, what you�re looking at isn�t real It remains a point to be argued now But you continue to turn people against their brothers and sisters And you don�t seem to care that you�re destroying hundreds of innocent lives Who cares about what you believe in? Who cares about the American Way? Liberty and freedom, truth and justice, don�t you think you�re oppressing that today? It�ll take some time, before you can see. Four and one make five, five take two is three, but that don�t mean you�re free! It�ll take some time, before you can see, what he�s doing anyone could do, so easily. It remains a point to be argued now. Yeah, yeah, yeah! Yeah, yeah, yeah! Yeah, yeah, yeeeeeeaaaaaah! It�ll take some time, before you can see, that smell you catch is hypocrisy And I can�t let you, just fall into line It�ll take some time, before you can see; he can�t seem to get in all in context again It remains a point to be argued now It�ll take some time, before you can see, it clearly now, through your disguise What�s going on, I see the hatred in your eyes It�ll take some time, before you can see what you think will save you, really hates you It remains a point to be argued now It�ll take some time It�ll take some time It�ll take some time IT�LL TAKE SOME TIME! You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |