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Crazy As Ever
bitched @ 12:13 p.m. on 2003-08-26 Another day at the jolly �ol Bateson building! I guess it�s cool because Lynette�s not here and she likes to make me do work but since she�s not here I�m gonna be the hugest slacker ever! Too bad I can�t fully enjoy this time to myself though. I�m still sad about yesterday. All day I couldn�t stop thinking about Jessica, I guess I can understand my ability to always brush past conflict� I don�t like to fight with friends, anyone else it�s alright but not friends. Okay, so I overreacted on the whole Josh thing but I still feel like� Oh who cares. I just hope that things get better soon, it�s never good to dwell on stupid shit. I get over certain things a lot easier than others. So I�m gonna have to wait this one out folks� I fixed my CLIQUES page, all the links work now� I think� I hope so. Man when I was putting my Eliza button on I forgot that the Eliza picture up top was named the same so when I uploaded it� It switched! I scream in my undies awhile before I made myself make a new one� On freaking paint! Yes. I am seriously playing around here at work. But it�s okay because I have to unpack all my shit in these boxes anyways! Man, I have no clue what to do about this cube� At least I have a cube and not a telecommuter desk. *thanks god above* Ever since I read Becca�s songs I�m determined to write a semi half decent one myself. So far they come out all retarded and pop-ish and Becca laughed her ass off at me. Hmph! Well, back to the �ol drawing board! I guess I need to find a subject I can relate to� Hehe, if I do that than you�ll most likely begetting a �boys suck ass� type song� hmm� I wonder� I can�t believe I forgot to mention my future husband!!! I must have been temporarily out of mind �as always, what�s new? Okay, so his name is Luis and I wont say the last name� Cuz I�m paranoid as a muthaf*cker and plus I found him as I was looking through Christina�s yearbook. (Tony�s sister Christina) Man, he just graduated though. He�s a c/o 2003 and I�m a c/o 2002. This sucks, but oh well cuz he fine as hell! He�s gonna be a police officer I think cuz I was hella looking through that yearbook and he must have been very popular because there were hella pictures of him. Sadly� I must admit that I forced Christina to scan pretty much every picture there was of him so I could make this collage type thing to send to my friends and show them who I will marry some day. So what if he lives in Shingle Springs and I live in Sacramento which is two hours away? Psh! I wonder if he left out of state for college, I hope not because damn� I�m so serious about finding him and making him mine. He got most fashionable! He played football! Gah! He has a nice body, and a close family� Gosh! Why does he have to be so fine!!!??? Okay� Don�t tell a soul but� Here is a picture of him� It�s my favorite of the many I have� Shhhh! I�m not psycho! Oh god� yes I am. I need a moment� You Know You Love Me, (even though I�m a psycho) ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |