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Hormonal Problems
bitched @ 12:56 a.m. on 11-08-03 Oh fuck me I said I wasn�t going to update but I have to!!!! My back is killing me so this is gonna be so quick it wont make sense! Today at work for Rubens birthday they got him a male stripper but he didn�t really strip cuz Rubens not gay and it was all just a joke anyways. But dayum! That stripper was fiiiine! He has some guns on him! I couldn�t quicte check the package cuz he had all these belts and shit on but diiiizaaaaam! He can arrest me ANYTIME!!! Cute computer boy made an effort to talk to me but I was dumb and I ruined it, how I do things without even trying I shall never know. But at least he made an effort. Is it wrong that I saw a tear in his shirt and it TOTALLY turned me OFF!? I frowned at him and everything! Fucking snobby ass bitch, I hate myself. Lets all hate Elena today and the next and oh hell next week aint looking to perty either. I leave for Reno tomorrow cuz on Sunday Marci and me are gonna go to the Frankie J concert. Lord help us, it�s a blizzard out there and Marci tends to panic a lot. And she�s the driver, dear god have mercy on our souls because she�s behind the wheel. That stripper was so fine, I shall have very sexual dreams of him tonight because well� He was THAT good looking. I hate being a virgin sometimes cuz when you want sex you cant have any. Why? Cuz you�ve never done it with anyone so its not like you can randomly call a friend up and be like hey! Wanna have sex? I�m a virgin, tight as hell nigga! Hell yea! Pop that cherry! Psh, yea. Riiiiiiight. I don�t THINK so. I seriously have no clue what�s up with me lately, cuz I�ve just wanted to fucking run into a wall with all this fucking built up tension with all this stress I�ve been dealing with. Maybe that�s why the hormones are a ragin� and I�m about ready to throw myself off the Sacramento River Bridge. Then again I�m just probably a normal horny ass 19 year old. Hell nah, fuck that, being a virgin is not all its cracked up to be you know. And I�m rambling like a crack whore beggin for a fix. What the hell is wrong with me?! I�m delirious! Ignore me! Peace out! You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |