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For Shizzle Dizzle
bitched @ 11:27 p.m. on 2003-09-03 Okay. So I was driving Christina to check and see if her boyfriend got home safely and as I was doing this I realized that the whole fucking area is EXACTLY like South Carolina. And this made me want to bawl my eyes out. I want to go back to SC so bad its not even funny. I love it here in Cali but I miss Jessica and Kreston so much it hurts. And it fucking kills me that I have no damn way of talking to her. I want SO fucking badly to tell her about all the shit thats been happening but I can't. Why? Cuz I have no damn phone! Thats why! Money sucks. Seriously. Why is it that boys are fucking stupid? Apparently 16 year old relationship dramas are my specialty because Desiree and Christina have been pleading for my ears. And i've just come to this conclusion: BOY SUCK. Not that I didn't already know this but aparently girls don't fully understand this yet. And even if the boy is older than you YOU still are the more mature one of the relationship. Please understand this ladies, please realize that guys are going to piss you off, going to do stupid shit and WILL occasionally hurt your feelings. No one is perfect and if you think you've found Mr. Perfect than you're on crack dude cuz there is NO perfect! Didn't you read my last statement?! Gah! ...Can you tell I've been burned one too many times? I feel so sorry for the next fucker who comes strolling along my path. What more can I say about today? Oh! I think I have a virus on my computer. Doesnt that just SUCK!? I just got that bitch back and I think it's all cracked out/ o dowloaded something that didn't agree with my machine and now I'm paying for it! Even after I deleted the lil bastard it still fucks up my machine! Poo on that shit. I have no clue what I want to do this weekend but hopefully I'll figure something out. In the meanwhile I've decided that I'm going to save my money for a new car. I fucking hate "sharing" the one I have. Like I've said timeless times... I. DON'T. LIKE. SHARING! Well anyways... Good night!
You Know You Love Me,
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