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Welcome Back Mrs. Bibby!
bitched @ 4:49 p.m. on 2003-05-12 Where to begin? I hate when I get all weird and not know what to post. I avoid updating this diary so much its pathetic. It seems like if I write down what's really going on than I'm admitting that it's real. That all the shit that has been going on is real. Oh bull shit man we all know its real, do u think that like, The Matrix stuff is real? *wonders* Whoa. That'd be ultra kick ass cool... NOT! Like I wanna be grown in a pod and fed delusional images and thoughts into my head! Psha. I think not. I'll take a dose of reality anyday and bear it all with a grin. So yes, we have yet another layout. I think this makes number umm... I dunno get a life man. Oh I'm sorry, I was talking to me, not you. Never you... Originally I had planned on making a Eliza Dushku layout, but then it turned into a Eliza and Faith/Angel layout. THEN my dear friend I looked over at the TV and HBO was playing a promotional commercial for the new season of Sex In The City and I thought that the gals looked so gorgeous that I searched all over for pictures of them in that commercial. BUt alas, no such luck. But I did find other good pics and boOm. New layout. Now onto the fact that Last week was my birthday. *insert deeeep sigh* Dude, I'm 19 fool. 19 and still have yet to know what the future holds. I can't stress how fucked up it is that at 18 your an adult but you can't do shit until you're 21. What a bunch of horse shit mixed with pony cum. Man these NBA playoffs got my stomach in all kinds of knots! The KINGS better win baby. Psh, scratch that, we ARE gonna win. Watch us baby, watch the score board cuz we goin all the way. Anyways back to what I was originally talking about. I'm 19 and my V-card is still in my pocket. Are there any takers? I'm giving away my V-card guys! Just the fellas tho, sorry gals! LMAO I'm such a reject. I know its not a bad thing to be a Virgin but damn, why do I feel like such a kid being one? Today's society has me so screwed. The birthday was okay I guess, I got a Mike Bibby jeresy and the KINGS did win that day so all in all I had a good day. Except when my dads car broke down (oh yea, by the way he was staying with me and pappy while he was moving between homes.) and then he used MY car for like two weeks. Are you a Comfortable Liar? While my dad was staying with us I was happy. Ya know? My dad was here, and like... I dunno. I was just happy. I looked forward to coming home from work and shit like that cuz I knew my dad would be there. How fucked up is that? It's so not like he deserves to even be called my father. He's done so much shit to piss me off and disown him that it ain't even funny. So anyways his new crib is off the hook. Yep, it's pretty damn nice and I know that I'd love to live there. Rent's a bitch tho, 750 a month. I'm like dayyyuuum! Yea so what else have you missed out on? Not much really I've just been chillin like a villian and shit. Marci got me HUGO, the perfume I hella wanted. I had to scream at her to give me the free bag that came withit. I swear she's so fucking selfish. I hope she gets a lesson real quick. So guess who the hell called me last night? NEELAM!!! My partner in crime my senior year! The girl who was my dawg! Yep, chica's all shacked up in vacaville with her fiancee... This is a new one, its not Raymond. Not the one she got his named tattoo'd on her fuckin' thigh. Not the guy who fucked up my whole junior prom. I'm not bitter tho... Noperz. Yea and she tells me she still talks to Jenny, I gotta go see that gal soon. I miss her way too much and it's killin me. She works at buckthorns and I think I'm gonna go see if I can catch her. Man these NBA games! So much frustration! So much tension! Damn what I wouldn't do to be locked in a room with Mike Bibby after a game. LMAO. I can't remember anything else right now so leave me alone. You Know You Love Me, JBehrsGUrl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |