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Dumb Stuff... A Small Book Review
bitched @ 3:49 p.m. on 2003-06-12 Yesterday was Marci's graduation. It felt so werid seeing her walk across the stage, cuz last year that was me. Man I feel so old. I saw hella people from Kennedy and I said hi to a few and they were all surprised to me blah blah. I felt so sad. I saw Crystal, man she's huge!!!! Her baby must be ready to pop. I wanted to run up to her and hug her but I didn't. I was scared. I heard she had hickeys all over her neck. Man this pisses me off, shes hella different from when we were friends. Marci says that at the grad night she saw Crystal and I guess Crystal grabbed her and was like, can't say hi? That made me want to cry when she told me that. I want so badly for Crystak and me to be friends again and now I'm mad. Hickeys? She had kickys on her neck shes pregnant and the "dad" goes out with my friend Keri so if he's giving Crystal those hickeys than they are all stupid as hell. I guess crystal had on this hella tight shirt and her belly was hanging out the bottom. I saw that shirt and it WAS hella small but I didn't see her all hanging out. It doesn't matter. I'm so pissed its not funny. I'm to the point where I'm like thats her damn fault. Fuck her. If she wants to be like that than fine. She wants to have a man who has other girlfriends fine, she wants to wear little ass skirts and tank tops, fine. She's the idiot who got pregnant. She want careful, she acted like a hoe. Look what happen now Crystal. Fuck you and all your little petty "problems." You called ME a hoe cuz I hung out with all guys but look who got pregnant? LOOK IN THE MIRROR BITCH! I feel a little better... No not really. Ugh. I saw Arty at the graduation too. But I ignored him and played dumb. I'm so dumb he looked so cute. Shoot me okay? SHOOT ME!I was thinking of walking up to him and getting back together, I could have done it too. I could have casually went up to him, said hi, leaned against his shoulder and BAM. He would have been putty in my horribly manicured (thanks to that damn lady at A-Z Nails!) hands. Errrr! I just want to scream in a pillow. Read em and weep people, I'm losing my V-Card by the end of the summer. And sadly its not just bcuz I want to, its because deep down inside I FEEL it. To who, I dunno. When? I dunno. I just KNOW. WARNING!!! -you understand this unless you read the book... Moving on to other things I'm still reading Steven King's "The Stand" and its scaring the shit out of me! But I'm just happy as hell cuz Frannie and Stu got it on!!! Wooohooo! i was screaming in my room saying "GO GIRL!" hahahaha It was like 3 in the morning and I'm dancing all around my room because they got together. I have no clue in my head what Frannie looks like but in my head Sty looks like Brendan Fehr so yeay! Yea and if Harold freaking ruins things bcuz is fat ass in jealous than he can kiss santa's jingle balls! he better not mess things up dammit! Oh and as for Larry, in my head he looks something like Jason Behr (I always use those two in all the books I read)and well he's cracked out man. He hella is going bonkers and he lost all hope in me when he boinked Rita the hella old lady. I don't care that you two were literally the only two people alive in New York... Thats DISGUSTING!!! Yea so now that Nadine has come along I bet he'll try and screw her. Man I really hope that Stu doesnt ditch Frannie cuz he found out she's pregnant. Its not his kid cuz she was pregnant before the whole plague thing happen. man Harold you BETTER NOT SCREW THINSG UP! Okay thats all for now folks! You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |