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bitched @ 2:25 a.m. on 2003-10-13 Wow. So here it is! It�s finally here! Lynner made me a BEAUTIFULLY AWESOME layout! Wow, I�m so excited. I�m in love� Hahaha! So let us all THANK LYNN! THANK YOU L YNN! Sadly I�ve been going through so much shit. But thanks to Erin I�m feeling a whole lot better. It�s nice to be able to just let all your shit out �figuratively speaking of course (cause otherwise, ew). Yea, so I decided that I reallllly need to get my fat ass out the house more often. So this weekend was the start of a new life. Well, it�s the same, only this time it requires me getting my ass out of bed at 10 in the morning and engaging myself in extracurricular activities. Such as, shopping� smoking� drinking� partying� shopping again� Fun huh? I thought so too. Well actually that was just what happen yesterday. I can�t really speak for the future because I�m not Phoebe Halliwell. By the way, tonight�s episode of Charmed RoCKED! Yea. So anyways. I have hella issues with RL that I�m dealing with severely. I might change colleges and go from Sac City to Consumnes River College� I wonder if that�s such a good idea or not. I�ve also realized that I don�t know Marci as well as I thought. She leads a double life. One where she�s regular Marci, then one where she�s a �party girl� druggie. I�m not convinced but I was hurt when she said that she doesn�t understand what kind of friends we are. �We like keep in touch and do things but we don�t DO things.� I think that is such a bunch of shit because we do HELLA shit together. Just because I don�t want to drop E I�m suddenly not cool. Well fuck you and fuck your deranged lifestyle. She thinks she sooo cool, oh yea Marci. You�re so fucking tite. That�s why you hang out with a 50 something year lesbian drug addict in the heart of the ghetto. Yea, you are sooo cool to be hanging out with a fucking felon. Theo Linda IS nice, but seriously, why the fuck is she hanging out with kids four fucking times her junior and acting like she�s 15? Riddle me this batman� I really need a damn phone. If anyone is interested please! Help a sista out. I have no clue what plan or phone I want. As long as it has free long distance I don�t really give a shit. I�m sick of this whack ass separation between me and Jessica. It�s fucking insane and I don�t know how much more I can take. It�s like we�re acquaintances and that�s NOT what we are. So why are we acting like it? We say, �Damn, we don�t talk as much as we did�� and we get so depressed about it but neither one of us initiates a conversation. It�s hilarious if you think about it. But then again after the laughter�s over I cant help but get depressed all over again. The inevitable has happen. I lost my job. BUT WAIT! There�s more! Instead of booting my ass they moved me to a new department. I have no clue what I�ll be doing all I know is its WAY strict and I wont know anyone. I�m gonna miss everyone I was with. Lynette and Rene the most. I love them. I truly can say that from the bottom of my heart. I can�t even talk about this because it�s a sore subject and I�m in a highly emotional state as of now. I�m bored out my mind but I�m also hella tired so peace out for now. I�ll leave you with some links that are old but eh. Lost & Delirious & Roswell Gossip Girl RP You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |