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Ink Hands
bitched @ 4:11 p.m. on 2003-06-05 Finally! I'm able to freaking sit here with enough time to rally up a decent update. Whew! Man this sucks to hard that I have to get a new computer cuz I cant spend my money. I have to save it for when I go to SC. Which is NOT a bad thing, it just means I'll have way more shopping money! Man I really hope my money hungry hands keep away from the savings! I'm horrible at saving money. HORRIBLE! And now... For the big news of the day, I got reviewed finally. At the Will & Grace Reviews. My score was so-so I got an 86 and I ended up feeling like a valley girl after being referred to as a "bopper." But other than that woohoo! Okay I'm going to whine about how much I miss FiFi so go away... Man why did it have to break!? #$@%&* ^%$&@#% BLAH!!! Also ever since the crash I havent talked to Jessica as much and its killing me, its like we're growing apart and I'm scared that now she wont really want me to come down anymore. Am I overreacting or what? I don't want to feel like a nuisance, I'd rather pull off all my eyelashes and pluck my brows bald than be that unwanted guest. This really sucks, she doesn't answer my text messages, I got a voicemail from her but it was from Monday and it was 12a.m. when I checked it last night. It would be like what? 3a.m. where she'd be? I feel so out of the damn loop! I want to write! My hands are cramping from all the damn writing in NOTEBOOKS I've been doing. I want a Lap Top so bad its not even funny. I'm looking in the paper and stuff for one, hope I find a good deal. I'm getting sleepy peepy so I'm gonna go cuz in 20 minutes I get off work anyhow and until then I guess I should actually start working! Even tho I just barely finished this big ass lawsuit project they had me doing! Plah! I decided to merge Comfortable Liar with Stuoid Girl (a challenege I took from Lynn) and then post it when I get the chance. I.E. get a freaking computer. Until then its all in writing baby, my fingers are full of ink! You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl
P.S. I totally forgot to add that I have to go ANOTHER family dinner tonight. I said I'd go cuz I don't have anything else tod o which is true but my mom knows how much that family annoys me so we'll see what happens...
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