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You Wish You Could Be... Alone With Me
bitched @ 2:17 p.m. on 04-26-04 Lets see. What to say, what to say? Lately I�ve been completely drawing a blank when it comes to writing in my journal. I don�t know why but I have, I have so much to say I guess I just don�t know where to start exactly. So I�ll just start with whining I guess. I mean �ranting� cuz that�s what this is here for right? My innermost thoughts? Well, my innermost thoughts are full of irritation towards the people in my house. Okay well I�m getting sick and tired of having to �deal� with my uncle. He�s so inconsiderate �OH! Oh my gosh I forgot to tell ya what happen earlier! Hahaha! I accidentally threw away his lunch bag! It was a total accidental but it was still hella funny. He had his lunch all in this plastic bag by the front door right? Well my grandpa also set the garbage bag by the front door too! So when I saw it sitting there I thought they were BOTH garbage so I threw them out! Whoops! Haha that�s what he gets for always getting on my nerves and being a big blob. I really do hate that man, no questions asked. Family or no family, blood is really thinner than water you know� Plus my grandpa is being a stingy bastard with the car but he lets my uncle have it whever the fucker wants. �For class.� What the HELL about MY class??? MY work? MY life?! Oh lets just drop everything for the king Henry. Fuck that shit, he needs to quit saying, �Don�t worry dad I�m gonna get a jpb and help out around the house�� Umm� Bitch you been saying that for two months now. When you gonna put that plan into action and quit laying around the house and eating all the food? Another major dent in my happy place is� My birthday is coming up. I�ll be officially a whole CENTURY years old in less than five days. The saddest part is� I�ll still be a virgin 20 year old. I know, I know. It doesn�t really matter, blah blah blah� Yea� Try saying that in MY shoes. Yea, that�s what I thought. Yea. Shaddup. Ha! I don�t think I have anything significant to show for my 20 years of living. I�m bored, alone, bored, sad, depressed, bored, alone� Did I mention bored? Ugh! Man it�s so bad that I miss *****! Seriously. I miss having someone to laugh with and do things with and Nina can only be so fun sometimes. I mean we have fun, it�s fun, but sometimes its like� Nada. We just sit there. Plus she got this new kitten and it�s allll about that thing to her. So what can you do? Ugh! I miss having friends. How sad am I? For my birthday I asked my grandpa if I can have the car for the whole day so I can get the FUCK out of here. By myself. Alllll by myself. I don�t know where I�m going just yet but I DO know that I plan to get my nails done and possibly even my toes �which I�ve never done before cuz I don�t like people touching my feet! I might go to the Galleria, maybe shop a bit, get some new shoes. I dunno. Mariah carey�s voice is off the hook. Man, that there is some good ass talent gone to watse. Also, I hate diet soda but if you squeeze a bit of lime up in there we�re good ta go! I have nothing else to say other than to show you these pictures� You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |