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bitched @ 1:05 p.m. on 03-15-04 Thanks to Majandras new movie I went straight! Haha! Hellllooooo beau-ti-ful people! I�m so hungry! Just thought I�d share that with you� Well! Good news! I saw �Celeste in the City� last night! Yeayness! It was such a good movie! I laughed, I cried, I screamed, it was great. It was a queer eye for the nerd girl indeed. And of course, you know me, I�ve got pictures! Picture 1: Queer eye for the nerd girl Picture 2: Cute ass Ethan and Majandra. (is it true Ethan�s gay? I swear he is way too cute to be gay! Gah! Please don�t be! Plus, I want Ethan and Majandra together so I can have Brednan, whoop whoop! Haha!) Picture 3: Before. Picture 4: After! Ta da! Yea, so anyways I was looking for these pictures right? Well I also got to play with the cool �makeover� thingie on the Celete site (link above) and made this Chicken. I like her hair, it�s tite. You know, I also came across this odd site, http://scd.3cargarage.com/ with a whole bunch of �fake� celebrity online journals. At first I was like whaaa?? But then I was just like, ohhh. Anyways, lets get down to business shall we? I had a total and complete utter melt down on Saturday. I have no clue what triggered it, but I�m pretty sure it was the fact that I came home Friday night with a whole half a pizza and in the middle of the night I wake up and its all fucking gone but a three pieces so I take a bite out of ONE piece, marking it like a fucking dog. And when I woke woke were there ANY pieces left? NO! I don�t give a flying fuck who ate all MY (yes MY because *I* bought it �well, with help from Nina and Grandpa �oh damn shut up and just listen) pizza! I�m so fucking annoyed, I could blow up all over again. It�s not just about the pizza either, it�s the fact that guys are so FUCKING INCONSIDERATE!!! Old, young, middle aged, it does NOT matter. It�s like, I grew up with guys all my life right? But I grew up with guys with no manners but SAVED STUFF FOR ME! My cousin Ralph or even my Dad (ironic -I know- the selfish bastard) always saved the last piece for me, they always said, �Here, mija, you want this last piece or I�m gonna eat it.� Seriously, I�m not playing. Even my GUY friends did that for me. So I�m not accustomed to fully outrageous selfish male pigs. This new living situation is driving me in-fucking-sane. My grandpa I could just BARELY handle, now you throw in another male (who is as selfish as they come) and expect me to just DEAL with it? Well, that�s life sweetheart. Deal with it. Well, guess what? FUCKAHYOU! That�s right, screw you poo! I�m sick of EMPTY everything laying around the house. Okay, I�m a mess right? But at least when I finally get my head out of my ass and see what a mess I�m making I CLEAN IT UP!!! Does a certain someone? NO. Do you know that I�ve almost fallen into the fucking toilet three times so far??? Hellloooo???? PUT THE FUCKING SEAT DOWN WHEN YOU�RE DONE!!!!! Yea, so in the car I say to my grandpa, why didn�t you save me any. He�s like that�s tough, that�s tough you live with two men. Blah blah blah. I wanted to fucking sock a new air hole for that fuckwad. He just thinks males are the kings of the universe when they SO are not! You know, living with my grandpa makes me want to become a fucking lesbian because I hate guys so much. Thank you Henry Perez! Oh my gosh I�ve totally worked myself all back up just now. Anyways, add all this and the fact that I�ve skipped four days and what do you get? A mental breakdown right in the middle of my mother�s bedroom. Oh I was just screaming and crying and cursing the world and thinking about killing myself just to make my family feel bad. See how horrible that was? I wanted to do something SO bad, that it would just knock everyone out of their �me� worlds when the whole time I was in a �me� world! Ugh, I sicken myself. So what I did was, I grabbed chica and (oh by the way the fight between me and my grandpa happen while I was driving to moms because the babies were there.) and went to my moms room and refused to go to Funderland with everyone. I also refused to talk to my grandpa for the whole day and by whole day I mean 12 hours, because lets face it, I gotta go home sometime and id he died I feel pretty damn bad. When I was in my mom�s room I was just having a fit, I was crying and ignoring the babies when they would ask why I was crying (they were outside the door) I wanted to go SO bad and spend time with them but I did NOT want to even see my grandpa�s face. Call me a selfish brat I really don�t give a fuck. I was in a mood and I don�t care. Yea, so anyways I hate where I live and I can�t wait to get the fuck out. I was having enough of a crisis just living with my grandpa now I have to live with the one person I almost hate more than my dad. Actually it�s a tie. I�ve always hated my uncle, always ever since I can remember. He�s always been a mean selfish asshole and all these years hasn�t changed him one bit. I freak out and get pissed when I hear him snap at my grandpa but 1.) that�s HIS dad, not mine, and 2.) I snap sometimes too. It�s just that I�m not a guy with a loud ass scary voice. So after I throw all the contents in my purse all over the floor and take out everything in my wallet and throw it around the room (I dunno man, don�t ask) I finally calm down, down some pills and Read my mom�s Christian bible which actually calmed me down some, than me and chica took a nap. She�s so cute in her little bell collar I bought her. I woke up when my mom came home with a sleeping Isaiah who woke up the second she et him down on the bed and then he woke ME up. But we all had fun. I love them so much it�s not even funny, and now we have a connection and their not little shits anymore to me. Haha! The day ended with me and my brother riding around in my mom�s outlander with the windows open and the sunroof open and we cruised for parties and I went to some of the reg party spots I used to got o and one of them had a party, haha! Than my brother had to go and ruin it by screaming, �Bitch!� out the sunroof, I almost had aheart attack. Ruben called, it�s his bday on thursday and since I didn�t want to go out last Saturday I promised to kick it for the bday. Wow, it�s gonna be nothing but alcohol and drugs. Gee, how fun� NOT. Okay, I�m really tired of you all. Peace. Hope Mark looks cute today! You know you love me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |