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Awww Man!
bitched @ 8:39 a.m. on 02-06-04 I was feeling SO good this morning. Seriously, SOOO good. Than, I walk into work and now I find out I may lose my job. Why? Because I did not pass my last three college semesters. Why? Because I didn�t GO to the last TWO semesters in between my last four. Does that make sense? Hmmm. Yea. And it�s weird because I just KNEW something was going to happen to make my day suck. I walked in the office saying, �Awww, life is good.� And yet in the back of my mind I knew I would end this day or say within the next 15 minutes, �Ahhhh! Life is bad!� It�s not fair man, I last this long, I wasn�t fired, I�m a good worker. I don�t understand why they gotta put up these strict ass rules. Besides, if my title has changed from Youth Aid to Student Assistant than why the hell am I still being paid to be a YOUTH AID?! Dumb ass bastards, I will not say the department, or the people in that place� Now that my days gonna suck, I�m tired. Haha, man I hate this. I won�t let this get me down! I�ve been here for 3 years and hey, if I get the �ol heave ho than at least I had this experience right? Right. I mean, I can get another job, at a bookstore. I want to work at a book store sooo bad, no one knows how bad except for me. And that�s a duh cuz I�m me and I�m the only one who knows all that goes on in this oddly shaped head of wild curls. I want to see if I get any money back if I file my taxes. I think that would be rather cool, getting money back. Nina got 50 dollars back and she only worked for about two months at target. I�ve been here for a long time working odd hours yes, but at least they were worked. Man I don�t want to leave, as much as I hate it here I got it made here! I must consult with the only person who can fix this (if he thinks I deserve it). But I�m afraid he may think it�s time for me to move on, on to where I do not know but he knows and that�s all that matters I guess. Yes, I mean god. He�s a smart guy you know. Despite his creation of man. I was joking� Yesterday was fun after class, hanging out with a friend. She�s one cool ass chica, I hope she doesn�t think I�m a dork. Because, I wouldn�t want my secret identity to be released into the world just yet! I really eed to get over this shyness and just go up to Mark and be like, �Hey beh-beh!� Hahaha! Yea riiiiiiiiiiight, I don�t even think I could say hi. No, I can say that, I just can�t say it to HIM. Aww, wow. How sad. I�m working on it okay? Yea, so Fifi is currently not being very cooperative, even with my very nice attempt at a virus scanner. So now I am forced to look into new machines. Although it may take my quite a while to actually purchase a new machine, at least I have a chance at happiness of a Dell. I really want a Dell, they�re faster, better, and cooler. Plus there�s a really hot guy in their commercials, yea, you know who I�m talking about! Don�t act like you don�t sit there and watch! Stare at his luscious lip and want to run your fingers through his dark curly locks! OoOoOoh quite a visual I�ve made there. I�m out for now because I�m really hungry and I have not had breakfast yet. Who knows what I�ll end up eating, possibly nothing. But you never know� Maybe I�ll eat a hoho, or wait! A banana! A pear? No, an apple. No wait, I know� No I don�t. Peace. You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |