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Lookin Gooood...
bitched @ 9:19 a.m. on 01-30-04 Yesterday I should have wrote what happen but I didn�t because I was too lazy so forgive me diary, puh-lease. Okay well� I know I got a hella good grade on my math test because I finished it easily in like two seconds. I was one of the first ones done but I was too scared to just get up and turn it in and maybe have one wrong or something so I went over it twice than I saw Mark get up and turn his in and I was like eep! This is perfect! So I get up and go to turn in my test but derrr hello??? I left my book and notebook under my seat so I had to go back and get it, by the time I�m actually outside he�s halfway across the damn quad and I�m not going to shout his name and run over there like an obsessed fan. But that�s besides the point because when I was walking back to my car I ran into two old �friends� I guess you could say. I remember one of their names, Sean, and the other guy I dunno but he used to always try and get at me back in that day but I was like ummm no. I always had a guy at the time so I was lucky but he never cared anyways. But this time I didn�t have a guy so I lied and said I did and he was all, �C�mon girl you know I�ve liked you since back in the day!� and I was like ��.uhhh�� and than Sean was all, �Damn Elena you went and grew all up on us!� and the other guy was all, �Damn gurl you fiiine!� and I was like, hmmm keep going� You know I need the boost for my ego! Yea well I said I had a boyfriend who was in my class and he�ll be out any second and they didn�t even care I was like ummm� I care! Than he was all is he black? I said no, he said is he Mexican? I said yup. And he�s all, �Oh I don�t mess with them crazy ass Mexicans, but for you I will. I can handle him.� I was like ummm no, and no. He was all, �You can have two boyfriends,� I said, �Umm, no.� Than I saw Tony come out and I was all there he is! And I swear I about ran up to him. I was all, �I told those two guys over there that you were my boyfriend so lets walk this way!� and Tony was all ready to kick ass and shit. I was laughing inside but running on the out! It still felt good that they said I look good cuz I ain�t gonna lie I DID look good yesterday! Too bad it was wasted! But not completely because later on I went to the mall with Nina and when we went into my favorite store American Eagle the guy who greeted us was HOOOTTT! Nina swore up and down that he kept looking and whenever I would look he�d be hella smiling but eh, I dunno if he was just being polite or not. Anywho I wanted to look around more but afterwards I just ended up going back to that store and getting a shirt than me and Nina went to some other place and got hats. I got a Slim Shady truckers hat and she got a Rockawear sports cap. I�m so bored! I�m also tired as hell, yesterday was fun though because I felt attractive again. Like old times, how shallow is that? I mean I shouldn�t have to have people say I�m attractive to feel attractive. I don�t think I made much sense just now, but I really don�t care because it made my day that I had so much guy attention. In the other place me and Nina went to I had two guys smile and give me �the look� hahaha! I�m so friggin stupid but at least I�m a confident dumbass for now! I just hope I keep this courage for when I see Mark again! I�m writing more in my original �not that it�s any good, but at least I�m sticking to it. I really hope this wprls out because me and Lindz are so into it, it would be a giant disappointment for this not to hit big. We have so much going on with this idea it can�t fail. Seriously, and Lindsay is the best frickin writer I swear, she makes the best part of this! But other than that I�m glad that I� writing again, it helps to take my mind off things going on in my life that aren�t so great. Also its just something fun to do, I hope I finish this book and get it published! Well, peace out for now! You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |