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bitched @ 3:58 p.m. on 01-12-04 Okay. I�m way past due for an update. Guess now is better than never. There�s nothing new going on, nothing exciting has happen. Life�s been soooo boring for the past couple days. I�m feeling weird, but maybe it�s because I haven�t taken my meds in like wha? Two days? I fucking hate it! They say Paxil is the hardest to get off of. Well, it is!!! It�s so hard! It fucks up my system when I forget to take it and it messes me up even more now that I�m getting off it. What did I do in a past life to deserve this? I�m messing up again. Messing up big time. Going to work late late late. I�m surprised my ass is still here. I HATE that I do this! But I can�t flubbin sleep at night. I try. But no, it doesn�t work. I can�t sleep at night, I try but I end up tossing and turning until the sun comes up and I�ve only gotten 4 hours of sleep. Maybe that�s why I can�t stay on one topic? I finally finished reading Narcissus In Chains (Anita Blake Series). All I have to say is� WHAT. THE. HELL??? Holy my geebus man! Laurell K what have you done? I love you and your skills but� GAH! After Blue Moon the series went to shit. Seriously. I swear, the second Anita had sex with Jean-Claude her entire morality went to shit. She�s still got good morals when it comes to security measures but other than that� I have half a mind to brand her a Max season 2 & 3! What is wrong with people these days??? Why must they ruin a good thing? Why bring in a character everyone loves and then mess them up!? I need to move on or else I�m about to be a really sad person� You know, it sucks to be a girl sometimes, we have to handle all this damn feminine shit and then there�s the overdramatic personalities. Way too much estrogen in the Perez family house. Sometimes I wonder if being a boy would be better, but then I don�t know because I don�t quite like the idea of having a cock. Sorry but I just don�t want one. I�d like to OWN one that�s attatched to a man, but not HAVE one of my own. I just can�t get into an update, I leave an dcome back way too much for a good quality update. My bad diary, my bad. I�ll make it up to you. But not now. I�m gonna work on my website, Peace out. You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |