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Little Shits!
bitched @ 3:43 a.m. on 12-14-03 I finally updated Lost & Delirious, but no one reads it anymore so I dunno why I did. Oh welll� Lately I�ve been starting to get scared that these really ARE my last few months, days, years, with my pappy. Man it pisses me off how much it hurts to even THINK about dumb shit like this. But it�s part of life. Life sucks, yet you are to live it until the day you die. I made that quote up when I was 14. Right after my grandma died. It�s a fucked up world ya know? Damn yo I can�t even think what life would be like without my pappy. Damn I gotta change the subject before the waterworks start running. I keep listening to Simple Plan�s �Can�t Be Perfect� song. I have no idea why. I also just joined LaBella-Mafia.ORG. Cool place. Okay well let me recap my weekend. Friday was boring, no use talking about that day. Today �or rather yesterday since it�s hella early in the morn. I went to bed at 5 in the morning because I was stuck in Anita Blake�s world and then woke up at bout 12 because my mom wanted me to come over. The babies where there, I was like okay I want to see the little rugrats. Well let me just say that they are such little assholes! They are so mean to me! Ugh! I am never having kids because I was about to get into a huge bitch fight with a 3 year old. Seriously dude, Elias wouldn�t give me a kiss OR a hug whem I walked in. He usually is my right hand man! We were likethis! Now he�s a whinny little shit. He�s always like, �Noooooo!� or �Stoooooooop!� or �I�m gonna tell Tia!� When he says that I get so pissed because he says these things for NO reason! I�ll be looking at him thinking about hout angelic his face is and he�ll see me looking and be all, �Doooooon�t! Stooooop!� UGH! &%$^*#%@ It pisses me off man! Than my mom yells at me when I push him or pick on him for being mean to me. He started it! Damn him and that age gap. I swear he hates me, and I have no fucking clue why. He�ll flat out ignore me, I�ll be talking and he won�t even look at me, he�ll completely ignore me. The little shit. Isaiah is a different story. He can be hella nice one minute and a little shit like his brother the next. But at least he�s nicer. He gives me kisses �after constant begging, and hugs �after the promise of candy. Elias cannot be persuaded. Stubborn little� Anyways we went looking for a Christmas tree for my mom�s house. It was funny because my mom wanted a short, fat tree. She paid around 50 bucks for it too. Silly woman. I spent about 7 hours at the mall today. I got everyone a present. I was so pleased. I just hope they are too. I had so much to say but I swear I am about to pass out because I am so damn tired. Its hella storming outside too, man I pray for whoever is out in that shit. Its really bad. Peace out. Until tomorrow� You Know You Love Me, ~JBehrsGurl << | >> MOVED - 09-08-04 test - 08-18-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Hola El Stupido - 06-09-04 Whoa Momma! - 05-24-04 Even OLDER... |